8 years I gave all I could. I stood by their side. I fought for them and their well being. I wanted to help water all the potential they have. I don’t regret one but. I have lost friends and have been questioned many times.
Everyone deserves that one person that looks at them and sees all that they are and can be. Everyone deserves to have someone that wants nothing but happiness and has their best intentions for them. To see someone in their darkest and lightest is the most beautiful thing. To know them so well sometimes better than they know their self.
Love is not always shared equally and 100% is not always given at the same time, but no matter love is what guides. And yes love can conquer. I am a romantic. I am someone that believes in love stories no matter the outcome. There are times that things fall apart but love is what gets you through it again no matter the outcome.
I have been broken many times in my life but I have always lead with love and compassion no matter the situation. Now yes I have had some crazy moments in my young love times, but I have learned so many things along the way. Now I am not going to lie I am in a deep hurt and confusion right now in my love journey, but no mater what love will never leave.
I heard a quote that you can’t be either a lover or a fighter. A lover is a fighter and that is me. I fight every day to get through the days, to keep going, and moving along. I have to. I don’t have a choice. I have been given this opportunity to live the way I do. Yes it doesn’t always turn out with butterflies and roses but I know that nothing does. Loving someone is a choice and a way of life.
My life is lead with love with everyone and everything I do. This time around I am still choosing love because I believe in it. This world is cold and dark and if I can be someone’s light and am so lucky to find someone that I can give love, strength, confidence, loyalty, and commitment to I want to be that.
Who knows what will happen in the end of things and I am trying really hard to get through the heartbreak I am right now. I have to believe love is out there and no matter what the situation I will always be there and a safe place and space for those in or coming through my life because everyone deserves that but won’t always find it.
Consistently inconsistent 